What is love?

Sorry about the title, the only thing I could really think of that would match this post. No it's not about that song. Baby don't hurt me- ... carrying on!

So a few updates about life before we continue to the heavy duty things. 

1. I never got a reply back from Lisa See yet. I don't think I ever will, since she is very busy. I really want a reply though, I want to read what she has to  say about the questions and things I asked! No I won't tell you what I asked, unless you know.. I get a reply.

2. I was busy this weekend once again. I went with my mom and sister to the United States of America. Yeah,  it was alright but it made me realize why and what I love about Canada. No stupid 'LANE ENDING' and bam it ends almost causing you to hit another car. Or no ... really good discounts... or... good food... or... I'm sticking to my story, Canada is great!  I had a great time, and bought things I needed for school. Which I am excited about.

3. Less than a month now until school! I'm so excited to go back, you have no idea reader.

4. This Friday is my last day of work. I am PUMPED. I'm so ready to be done work, it's boring and unproductive towards anything useful. It made me realize that I want to work for something that is needed and useful, not something boring and gross.

5, This Friday after lunch, since we finish at 12 on Fridays, I shall be driving to see *Pat. I don't know how long I shall be staying but I do know it's going to be grande. I miss him and it's only been two weeks since I last saw him! 

 Now to the dirty and gritty of this post:

When is the right time to fall in love with some one? Do you know? Does it just happen? 

I believe that no one loves each other right away, that it takes time to actually be in love. I also don't believe when Teenagers say "I love you!" To their boyfriends of a month, just isn't possible. But when is the right time? Is it only after you realize or do you just know that you love them? 

I've been in two long term relationships so far, and on my third now, but even still.. I don't know when or how we fall in love. It's so confusing. Is it that first moment when you whisper 'I love them' to yourself or does it take more?

Oh so many answers. I need some advice! 

I think... personally we just... ugh...  I'll figure this out eventually..

*Names have been changed.

Great Weekend

Hello all my readers. You must be wondering "WHY YOU NO POST?" So yes, I'll be explaining why I didn't post what seems like.. years.

First of all, at my work we had a great grand meeting that I had to help out with Thursday and Friday. So my usual time of posting at work, I was actually down some where else and doing WORK! Also on Thursday I had to pick up *Pat from the bus terminal since he came down to see me! That was a good time. I missed him so much, since I didn't see him for almost two months. I must say that is the longest time I ever went by without seeing him physically. That is saying something!

What else.. we went to see two concerts this weekend with the family. That helped a lot. *Pat told me "Before coming here, I had doubts, but holding you at the concerts made all the doubts go away." So sweet.. I like him so much! No, no love yet. That feeling is still... not there? It's only been four months. Give me a break.

The weekend was filled with so many things. So busy. Last night *Pat and I went to see the new Harry Potter. It was so sad..I felt like crying when they showed little Snape. He had it so rough! Even though I knew... ***********SPOILER ALERT.*********************** he dies, it still makes it so sad. it doesn't change the fact of anything. IT'S SAD.

Now, what is new and excting is I e-mailed my favourite author Lisa See. I hope she gives me a reply. That would be fantastic. I would die of happiness. Hah!

So now I must go do other things, and I am extremely tired today, I woke up at 6 to drive *Pat to the train station. Ah well. Life goes on!

*Names have been changed.

ps; if you see any spelling mistakes, ignore. I'm too tired to proof read.

It came to me..

in  a dream! I was trying to sleep last night and I got the best novel idea, EVER. Well maybe not ever because I don't think I could ever beat novels like 1984 or Harry Potter when it comes to originality but still, I'm excited.

Also, *Pat is coming. To my house. TOMORROW. I'm so excited my readers! I haven't seen him in a long while. So I shall be taking perhaps a small leave of blogging until Monday. Since tomorrow is our great work office thing, and he's coming and all that fun stuff!

I also plan on going to go see Harry Potter this weekend. I hope it's good as the novel were!! If not.. well.. we'll see right?

Question, what's your favourite novel? Is it something new and modern or a good classic? Let me know! I need things to read lovelies!

*Names have been changed.



Ps: What should I write about in my blogs? Should I continue the mix of my life and interests with a touch of what's going on in the world? What do you think?

Obsession!

Hello everyone! Everyone has an obsession or something they love. It can be something simple as dogs, to the crazy obsession as stalking someone down. Either way you tickle your fancy right? Well today I was thinking what I could write about, and decided to share one of my obsessions. And that would be this website List Verse. I love this site! When ever I'm not too busy at work, or need a simple break from life, I click on this website and read. I love it because it's simple, to the point. Entertaining but that's just a give away. Some of my favourite list they have include:

20 Interesting Facts about Japan

10 More Roads That Will Scare You Stupid

Top 10 Truly Badass Saints

Just to name a few. What do you think about this site? Nay or Yay? Give me your reactions!
Yours truly,

Excitement and sick.

Hello my single reader out there. Or perhaps my two readers. Either way hey!

Let us start with the bad and work our way to the good. The first terrible news is that my father has been in the hospital for a week now. He was weak and such, and the doctors didn't know what was wrong with him. Thankfully he's doing better now. They said he might be able to come home tonight, I doubt this but hey we can dream!

The second is that I'm extremely tired, and have been all week due to the lack of sleep. You don't know how excited I am to finish work at 12 and go home and take a nap. It's my high point of Friday night. Yeah I'm interesting!

Also I've experienced what my eye doctor told me is an optical migraine yesterday.  I was at work reading online for work, and out of no where, I was having blurred vision, followed by odd 'floaters' in my vision. Eventually I also had what seemed like flashing lights on the side of my vision. I freaked out and went to my eye doctor, well my sister told me to who in fact drove me because I couldn't. He told me it was an optical migraine and that an episode of lights and such should only be around for 10-14 minutes, and that half an hour like I had was a longer episode. He also said the pain will follow. Little did he know I felt like throwing up on his floor with severe headache when he said that. Haaaaa. Well thankfully I was able to sleep it off, but my god, I hope that sort of migraine never happens again, it was so scary and was the worse pain ever. I felt dizzy, sick to my stomach and the whole deal.

Please, I hope it doesn't happen again. Please brain don't do it again. hahah.

Now on to the good news!

I recently wanted to Game X* and traded in/sold some of my old videos game. I got 37 dollars worth of store credit which is great. I bought Eternal Sonata, I'm not too sure how it plays since I recently bought it and will only start it tonight. And also two final fantasy music CDS which include the Final Fantasy X -2 piano soundtrack. Which I must say the music in that game is better than the actual game! And since my ex took, or I left it at his apartment, a new link cable for my gameboy colour.  I know right?! Now I can finally transfer/trade over my old pokemon to my newer games, if I can! Excitement~

Another great development is that Pat* took time off to come see me in two weeks! I hope he can come, it's not the time or money that's going to be difficult is finding a way down, since the buses hate us and theres not train stations around him. We'll find something. I'll keep you posted on the adventures of Pat* and his hopefully, wonderful time here!

Now I should really be getting back to work now so until next time!

*Names have been changed.


ps; Am I weird for liking certain keyboard to type? At work I'm currently using a macbook pro and I'm in love with the keyboard. I feel inspired to write, but at home I don't want to write on my keyboard, connection or just mind games?

Caught in the act

Today was better than yesterday. I must say... But one thing you must know is that I work extremely fast and tend not to have much to do at work because of it. This had lead to a numerous amount of free time. Free time that I spend on ... facebook. That thing everyone hates but loves. I do this to amuse myself and catch up with people that I don't normally get to speak to often or ever. But I must say that I've been caught, and my boss e-mailed me telling me to stop. Bam just like that. Caught in the act.

But what do you think? Should it be alright to use facebook if you are done your work and have nothing else to do? Or ban all together from work around the world?

I believe facebook should not be at work, only if you have free time. And I mean real free time, not the 'oh I'll just finish this paper work tomorrow.' no I mean the 'oh I have nothing to do because I worked so hard and finished my work for the day!' time.

What do you think? I know that Pat* goes on it during work, but only if there's nothing to do. (He works at the summer museum at the moment.) He just goes on it or read a book, only when no one is there and there's no work to be done. So? Opinions! Go!
*Names have been changed