Birthday Wishes and Rant

Hello my single reader out there. How does your day go? Mine so far is my birthday. Yes you heard it right, it's my birthday. I turn a big giant number. 20. Okay it's not that big of a number but still.

So I am 20, it feels weird... But first let's catch up on my adventure.
I went on a shopping adventure with my sister and her boyfriend. We went to the States. Yeah that's right. I am so excited. We went to outlets meaning a lot of good clothes, on discount prices. I bought a ton of Tommy Hilfiger polo's, since I never owned any and they are great for layering or on their own. I also bought a make up case from Sephora. I mean the big ones that professionals carry. Hahah, it's great! All my make up fits in it now and it's all organized! Sweet deals! That made me super happy since I somewhat turned into a make up junkie of late. What else.. umm.. I finally tried Dunken Donuts! It was.. Odd? I tried their frozen hot chocolate things. I don't think I'll do that again. It was just a great old time! I doubt though you want to hear what I bought and such so let's move on!

My birthday! It's alright. It's only been a few hours so it's not like I'm bouncing off the walls. I don't know, birthdays aren't that great when you get older. You don't get surprise parties, or presents and stuff. Maybe I'm just dark and depressive because my boyfriend Pat* couldn't come down. Ugh.. It makes me so mad and sad that he didn't come. I know he works but still. 20 is a big one! And I just hate that he didn't try, it just seems like that anyway. I kept asking him to book time off work but he didn't, and it sucks. I went down for his birthday when I could have stayed home and not driven 9 hours to see him, by myself. I just asked him to come down for a weekend, didn't even need to be a week like I did. It just fucking sucks. Ugh. Sorry I know I'm ranting but I have no where else to. I can't rant to anyone else because they'll tell me to just suck it up. I just hate it. I didn't want to be alone on my birthday, and he knew that.
*Names have been changed.